I cannot locate all who read my blog nor do I know who did.  I never knew.  I did let a crush become more important than my family.  It was wrong.  I also hurt them and others.  I just wanted to say that I am sorry.

As for the political views, well, I really felt concern issues and am a center-right person politically. I didn't want to hurt anyone, but I did panic because of my own crazy choices, and inappropriate actions months ago.

As for anyone who tried to help me or believed in me, I'd apologize to you directly if I could; I hurt myself believing my own
daydreams and assuming.  No one was doing anything except me getting worked up and lost in guilt. Nonetheless, it was wrong.

There's no conspiracy, no political opps, and no one wants any info, as I've nothing.  
I never tapped into anyone and wouldn't do that.  I did get obsessed thinking I'd been wronged by someone I respected from afar.